It is soooo difficult to cope. It is helpful to know that there are others who are experiencing the same emotions and to hear about your coping methods and advice. The first vision is something she taught endlessly as a missionary - same with the Book of Mormon translation. But I am really in love with him, and see him as a wonderful man. It is nice to hear that I am not alone, and that we can do it. My two daughters have each chosen a man who is emotionally and physically available, thank goodness. He doesn't realize that when he spends so much time at the hospital they take this as a sign that he has no home life. Up to this point, she has just assumed that all atheists are innately evil people. My husband, regardless of religious affiliation, is a beloved son of our Heavenly Father who is very much worthy of my love, affection and dedication. I had no idea how hard it could get.
The point is that there are way too many people talking in this thread as if they have some sort of psychic knowledge a stone in a hat, perhaps. If you are only after non-serious dates and spend a great time, you should be fine with this set up. I feel like I am under the microscope. And what you're saying about having a great night and then an amazing few days after before he disappears and you feel like shit again I also hate that he doesn't text me until he is ready to make plans again, although I did ask him to text me more often and he has gotten a little better about it. Mormon girls are raised to believe their worth is how young they marry and how many kids they have. She may be beautiful, friendly, and sincere. She's already past her prime in the Mormon dating market.
With that being said, I have long considered myself just a tad outside super TBM since we watched Game of Thrones, drank energy drinks, and occasionally stayed in my running clothes sans garments to do yard work. I explained my problem to someone online and she suggested that I should rather contact a spell caster that could help me cast a spell to bring him back but I am the type that never believed in spell, I had no choice than to try it, I mailed the spell caster, and he told me there was no problem that everything will be okay before three days, that my ex will return to me before three days, he cast the spell and surprisingly in the second day, it was around 4pm. The odds are definitely not in OPs favor for something like this working for him.
Honestly, the thing that makes me the craziest is the missionaries. At least people of different races are aware of those differences, and are on alert to deal with them. Be a good influence.