Do you want to be married in the temple. So it will just be for this life that it may be hard to have a non-believing spouse. Before I proposed, I actually broke up with my partner for a month в mostly due to family pressure. I ran across your post out of desperation. We also do not allow harassment of those who post about being victims of rape, or who state that they are contemplating suicide.
Then here for a musical explanation of how those who yearn for a rational faith can resolve doubt through symbolical interpretation. I can honestly say this isn't worth it. My brother is in medical school, and many of my friends are in their clerkship or already doing their residencies. It's in the Mormon DNA.
Be prepared to experience many disappointments, such as missed events, delayed arrivals and early departures due to patient needs. No lie he was one of the kindest human beings I've metbut I was afraid of getting deeper into the relationship, so I ended it. As I started to date and fall in love with my husband, almost everyone I knew was against it. In some cases you can just simply live together with differing religions. His father died and he was not given one day off.
You need to repent and change. None felt right, ever. Everyone seems to be supporting the idea that he is just too busy, but the truth is we over the internet can't judge his intent. But actions speak louder than words. I can't emphasize this strongly enough. I am a career military man's wife. He was not a prominent man in the church. It seems like you havent had enough time to get to know him, and honestly you wont for a while. Full respect and care. I am not one to be interest with his paycheck, since i am accountant myself.